idk my bff frida pontong?

I don't know when I'll be coming back again, it depends on how I'm feeling

It's unthinkable, the atrocities that the Native Americans committed against the buffalo. No one is certain what exactly the Native Americans did to the poor creatures, but whatever it was, it caused the buffalo to become so depressed, that when the white men came, the buffalo committed suicide by jumping in front of the white men's muskets.

hi catherine.

i've got seven ways of going seven where to be. seven sweet disguises, seven ways of serving thee. lord, i do extol thee for thou hast lifted me. woke me up and shook me out of mine iniquity. for i was undulating in the lewd impostered night. steeped in a dream to rend the seams to redeem the rock of right.

swept through the seas of galilee and the seven hills of rome. seven sins were wrung for the sight of me. lord, i turned my neck toward home. i opened up my arms to you and we spun from life to life til you loosened me and let me go toward the everlasting light.

in this big step i am taking seven seizures for the true. i got seven ways of going seven ways of serving you. as i move through seven levels as i move upon the slate as i declare to you the number of my moves as i speculate the eighth seeking love without exception a light upon the swarm seeking love without exception a saint in any form.

i found my english teacher on facebook and it is luls and i'm not sure why.
also this is my favorite picture of my brother:


one out of one kitties agree that sarah palin is an honest, refreshing woman.

they're selling postcards of the hanging...

http://withoutsanctuary.org/main.html

yesterday my mom said that people in america should speak american.
oh, okay.

D: D: D:!!

today, mama told me that joey offered me a job in the event that the contract goes through. if it does not, then that actually means the company has basically gone under. it also means that my mother will not have a jorb. but, obviously it would only be for a couple of months.
i'm going to whorelando because i feel like getting out. things on the friendfront are blah. but i guess that could be partly my fault. o wellz.
i'm not going to ocala for my beerthday anymore :( noelle and i are going to go to ikea, instead, and buy a piece of furniture. like i did for my 18th birthday. that's just the kind of person i am i guess.
i'm seeing ani difranco and amanda palmer next month. amanda's show falls on the day of my brother and amanda's 21st birthday party, but i've been told getting shitfaced is a requirement. so i dont feel bad about skipping out on it to see fraulein palmer.
how many posts on livejournal do you think are declarations of the poster being high?

next month is totally going to be the best month since idk. last year.

ps. omg laurel ily x 42.42

massachusetts might be happening sooner than i thought.

dreamed a little dream made my own pretty hate machine

Every family in every town in every country on every continent has one. It’s a cabinet, not particularly odd, not out of place. The paint was peeling a bit on the corners and the knob was a bit loose. The inside smelled like dust and the paint wasn’t the same as the kitchen walls.

You hid in there once during a game of hide ‘n’ seek.

No one told you it doesn’t open back into your reality. Don’t worry, you can’t tell the difference.

But everyone misses you.

have you read into the wild? recommend me similar books, pls.

when i get bored, i look at wikipedia pages. when i was in tenth grade, i had a business class that consisted mostly of typing. i was the only one in class who could type so i was excused from any typing activity, which was all we did. i'm convinced i'm partly the reason for wikipedia* being blocked at school, because all i would do was look at crimefiles and the wiki pages of serial killers.



*or it could be because too many kids were using wikipedia as a source.IDK.

( notflox kew )

do you know what i love?

regaining use of my primary hand!
and i really love walking through the woods listening to woody guthrie on account of my environmental conservation class being cancelled.
i keep telling my dad that i'm gonna be like christopher mccandless except i won't die.

also

i want to go to there.

But the dark does die
As the curtain is drawn and somebody's eyes
Must meet the dawn.
And if I see the day
I'd only have to stay,
So I'll bid farewell in the night and be gone.





i'm still burning myself out under streetlights.

on a lighter note, i've discovered folkways records's sites, and its funny it took me so long because i've known about it for so long. i want to buy all of the albums and live in the woods with the trees and folky goodness. i got a copy of harry smith's american folk anthology and it is so SO wonderful. my love for folk/folk legends is increasing and might soon become ridiculous. i all ready decided that i'm gonna get a banjo and move to the mountains and learn mountain songs.
have you seen the movie songcatcher? because it is super sweet.

i've had this stuck in my head for three days. i am deeply in love with joan.

i want to live in a really tiny apartment and i want a record player and a lot of records and books and i want my mattress on the floor and christmas lights hanging up and yeah.

also, i just finished the book alas, babylon and it's probably one of the best books i've read. yew guise should check it out.

i can't believe your hands and mouth did all of that to me
and they are so daily naked for all the world to see
thunder storm in michigan
i never will forget
we shook right with the thunder
and in the pounding rain got wet
where did you turn when you turned from me
with your arms across your chest
i'm looking for rexroth's daughter
i saw her in the great northwest.


i am in love with this song.

yes plspls

in other news i like when things go better than i expected them too
my psychology teacher is crazy.
i CANNOT wait until i get this stupid cast off and i can take a normal shower again. tired of bathssss.

also, y helo rainy day women.

perhaps its the color of the sun cut flat
and coverin the crossroads im standing at
or maybe its the weather or something like that
but mama you been on my mind.



lol  :(

hang onto your achille's tendons, ladies.

Also, you all should hope I never get elected into office. In encon today, we were given the task of creating a law that would regulate the country's population. Think China's one baby rule. My brother's friend, Ed, and I decided that you could only have a baby between the ages of 23*30 and there were two children allowed per couple. However, if you wanted to have another child, we would have to put the Donner/Dahmer Act into action. Basically: You want another baby? Okay. Eat one of your existing children.That plan is flawless!  We are good people.

I'm also convinced that October and I could terrify oursleves into oblivion within a matter of minutes.

I was alone, Falling free,
Trying my best not to forget
What happened to us,
What happened to me,
What happened as I let it slip.

I was confused by the powers that be,
Forgetting names and faces.
Passersby were looking at me
As if they could erase it

I was alone,
Staring over the ledge,
Trying my best not to forget
All manner of joy
All manner of glee
And our one heroic pledge

How it mattered to us,
How it mattered to me,
And the consequences

I was confused,
By the birds and the bees
Forgetting if I meant it